I was
thirteen years old when the lake took my brother. If you read the papers, the
story is he drowned. Swam out too far and got tired. Maybe got tangled in some
weeds. Tragic, right? The real story is a hell of a lot scarier. 'Least I think
so. You can decide for yourself.
The year was
nineteen sixty-five. Dead Oaks was different then, just a small
town with small-town people living in it. Simple folks. People worked hard all
week, went to church on Sunday, minded their own business. Nowadays everybody’s
got their face stuck in their fancy phones and their heads stuck up their
asses. They wouldn’t be able to pick their neighbors out of a police line-up.
No sense of community. Shit, now I’m just rambling. You asked about my brother.
Larry was
the best big brother a kid could ask for. Always looking out for me, taught me
how to fish and hit a baseball. One time, earlier that summer after the Wilsons
had an unexpected addition to the family, he copped a couple “It’s a Girl!”
cigars and we took ‘em out into the woods and smoked them. I puked my guts out,
and we both went home dizzy and green around the gills. But, boy, did we laugh.
Don’t get me wrong, Larry got into hot water plenty. Him and Joey Newman and
one of the Kelly brothers - there were so goddamn many of those freckle-faced
bastards it was hard to tell ‘em apart - dropped m80s in the toilets at the
junior high school and blew them to shit. Pardon the pun. Everyone knew it was
them but Principal Cheevers and the local police had no proof. It was supposed
to be a harmless prank, you know, maybe flood the boys room and get an early
release. They just had no idea how much power they were dealing with. Just like
that day on the lake.
Sixty-five
was a bitch of a summer. Hotter than blazes, started in May and kept right on
blazing. The heat was all folks were talking about. Old Lady Norton said it was
an omen, that it was unnatural. Us kids, what the hell did we care about omens?
And how could the weather be unnatural? Most natural thing in the world. But
even us kids, we sat around and bitched about the heat. The schoolhouse was an
old brick thing, it held the heat like a goddamn pizza oven. Even with the
windows wide open, it never caught a breeze. ‘Course once school let out, we
drank in that hot summer weather. The older folks, though, it was all they
talked about. Once kids started disappearing, people stopped talking about the
weather and started heeding Old Lady Norton.
It was July
the first when it happened. By that point in the summer, the town had already
fallen into the void. People were going crazy. Everybody accusing everybody of
such damn horrible things. I can’t remember how many kids had disappeared or
been found dead around Skookum Lake, but it was more’n a handful. Remember now,
this was before Son of Sam or Ted Bundy or any of those nut jobs. Hitler was
the only serial killer we knew, and that term ‘serial killer’ wasn’t even
something anybody said.
July the
first dawned like every other day that summer. Least it seems that way. The
night hadn’t had a chance to cool from the day before, and next thing you knew
the sun was up and so was the mercury. Maybe that contributed to what happened.
People were tired, irritated, scared… nobody could ever be comfortable, you
know? When kids started going missing, people did what they thought was best to
protect their families. They thought locking the windows and dealing with the
heat was a better bet than never seeing their kids again. Closed windows in
that heat…
At least
three babies died in their cribs that summer.
Larry was up
early that day. Too hot to sleep. I don’t want to belabor the point about the
weather but Dead Oaks doesn’t get that kind of heat and humidity for more’n
a day or three at a stretch. This was weeks of it, not a drop of rain. Anyway,
I heard him rustling around in the kitchen and went downstairs to see what he
was up to. Said he was meeting Joey Newman and the Kelly kid--why can’t I
remember his name--down at the lake. I begged him to let me go with him, but
he was in a mood, just like everyone else that summer, and he refused. Normally
he let me tag along unless there was some trouble they were planning or there
were girls involved. I thought it might be the latter, and the idea of seeing
Trish Benson or Audrey DiCeasare traipsing around in a bathing suit was pretty
appealing. Like I said, I was thirteen and Larry was sixteen. You remember
those days?
I was pretty
disappointed that he wouldn’t budge, so I decided I would wait until he left
and then head out to the lake myself. Back then in the summer kids were
invisible. Unless it was raining, you got up, ate breakfast, and went out.
Maybe the lake, the baseball field, the woods, down town to check out the new
comic books at the five and dime. Maybe you went home for lunch, maybe not. You
definitely went home for dinner--families actually ate together back then--then back out until the street lights came on. Times were simpler, like I said,
there were no killer clowns or guys in vans snatching kids or perverts in the
park showing their privates to little girls.
Kids could just be kids and not be afraid. That all changed in
sixty-five.
Even with
everything going on, we were still allowed to do pretty much all the things we
always did. So when I told my mom I was meeting some of the guys at the lake,
she told me to have fun and off I went. Truth is, I hadn’t even talked to any
of my buddies. I don’t know why, too many Hardy Boys books maybe. I had it in
my head I was going to spy on my brother and his friends, and have some great
stories to tell my own crew. In that regard, I was right.
I knew most
of the spots Larry and his friends liked to go. One was ‘the rocks’ which is
pretty self-explanatory, I guess. Over away from the public beach there were a
few different outcroppings where you could jump off the rocks into deep water,
then lay up on those same rocks in the sun to dry off. There was also ‘Little Beach’ which was just a small sandy patch of shoreline surrounded by pretty
deep woods. Very secluded because the lake had a small island about a hundred
yards off of Little Beach and it completely blocked the view from the public
beach or the docks. Unless you hiked through the woods or got there by boat, it
was as private as you could get.
I was right
about a couple of things that day. There were girls involved, the two I
mentioned and Audrey’s little sister, Marie. The second thing was that they
would be at Little Beach. Even though the rocks was easier to get to, I took a
shot that trampling through the woods would pay off. For a while it did.
To get to Little Beach I had to walk to the south end of town and cut through the
Billings’ farm to access the woods. That was no small feat--Dan Billings was
as mean as they came, especially if he caught you on his property. His son,
John, was a no-good son-of-a-bitch who seemed to serve no purpose on God’s
Earth other than to bully me and my friends. That day I was lucky and didn’t
run into either one of them. There was always a god-awful smell about the
Billings place. They had pigs they bred and slaughtered. It was a smell you
never got used to. And it was so much worse in that heat, it just hung there in
the air then clung to your nostrils.
I entered
the woods after cutting across the field at the back of the Billings’ property,
then followed a well-worn trail through about a half mile of woods. The bugs
were fierce and even in the cover of the trees the heat was like a weight on my
shoulders. I wanted nothing more than a cool dip in the lake by that time. Even
the promise of Trish and Audrey in bathing suits was an afterthought.
I could hear
Larry and the others before I could see them. Voices carried weird off the
lake. It sounded like they were behind me as I got closer. I slowed down and
moved off the trail, cursing under my breath when I felt a bunch of ‘pinchers’ --I learned when I was older they were called Burdocks--attaching themselves
to my clothes. Already hot and tired, now I was getting pretty pissed off, too.
Finally I was close enough to see them. If the pinchers didn’t have me riled
enough, seeing that Marie was with them sure did. Two things popped into my
head, ideas colliding against each other, grappling for my attention.
First, it
would have been cool to hang out with Marie. She was part of a different clique
at school but we did have one class in common. I thought I caught her looking
at me a few times. Once, I swear she smiled at me after I answered a question
right. The idea that won out was that one of the others was sweet on Marie. It
made me mad and a little uncomfortable. Larry and his friends weren’t grown-ups
by any account, but they were too old to be chasing after a thirteen year old.
I almost stepped out of the trees and joined them. Larry would have been pissed
for sure, but what were they going to do? Then I saw the cooler and I knew it
wasn’t full of Cokes. Blackmail is a powerful tool.
I crouched
behind some bushes getting as close as I could without risking getting caught.
I’m not sure what it was that stopped me from just walking out and saying hi,
but I sure wish I had. Things might have turned out very different, who knows?
I crouched behind those bushes for a while watching my brother and his friends
playing grab-ass and drinking beer. At one point I saw them smoke cigarettes,
but when the smoke wafted my way, it smelled like they were smoking burning
leaves. At the time I had no idea what it was. Simpler times, remember? I was
getting tired and hungry by this point and had stretched out on the ground and
was peeking out through the bottom of the bushes. It was nice and cool in the
shade of the bushes, the cool earth under me. Despite my hunger, I dozed off.
I remember
waking once and being completely delirious. The sun had shifted and was glaring
off the lake straight into my eyes. I squinted, still half asleep, trying to
make sense of what was happening. There was a radio playing, something by the
Beach Boys I think. Trish was talking to the Kelly kid and looked pissed. They
started yelling at each other and ended up walking away as I dozed back off.
Just before I fell back asleep, I got this feeling, like something was about to
happen. Kind of like that feeling in the air right before a big thunder storm.
I wrote it off to that dreamy place you go between awake and asleep where all
your thoughts are muddled and a little weird. I let sleep take me.
It was the
screaming that woke me up the next time. The sun had slid behind a cloud,
drenching the scene in a weird light. I could hear the sounds from the public
beach--splashing and laughing--you know how sound carries over water. I
wondered idly if they could hear the screaming too. It was Audrey standing at
the edge of the lake just screaming her head off. I could see beyond her into
the water where Larry and Joey were diving under, coming up, then diving back
under. All the while Audrey just kept screaming. As the veil of sleep lifted I
realized Marie was missing.
I stood up
and ran to the edge of the water. I felt all sluggish and cramped after being
on the ground for so long but as I ran that quickly faded. The magic of being
thirteen. I stripped off my shirt and sneakers and splashed into the water.
Larry came up from one of his dives and our eyes met. I’ll never forget the look
we shared. Not a word was spoken, I just started diving in and trying to find
Marie.
I don’t know
how long we looked but it seemed like forever. At some point the three of us
surfaced at the same time and shook our heads and waded to shore. Audrey
was sitting at the edge of the water sobbing. Finally I asked my brother what
had happened. He told me that Audrey saw a monster come out of the lake and
take Marie. Larry, Joey and I were still trying to catch our breath and Audrey
was just weeping and mumbling. I looked at Larry, my eyes begging him to tell
me he was playing a joke on me. The idea hit me suddenly. They had found me
spying on them while I was asleep and planned this elaborate gag. His eyes told
me I was wrong.
Larry told
Joey to take Audrey to the Billings place and call the police while he and I
stayed at the lake to keep looking. Joey quickly dressed and helped Audrey to
her feet. She moved like a robot, and I knew she was in shock. They started
walking away, but suddenly she froze. She turned slowly to face me and her eyes
were brimming with madness. “It was just like that movie.” Then she turned and
walked away with Joey. I would never see either one of them again.
I knew she
was talking about The Creature From The Black Lagoon and I shivered
despite the heat. We had all seen the movie and I can tell you it scared the
shit out of me. Nowadays, with all the special effects and computer generated
crap, the movie looks pretty corny. But back then, it was terrifying.
I asked
Larry if he believed her, if he’d seen anything. I was scared, and I wanted my
big brother to console me. But he couldn’t. He told me he didn’t see anything,
that he turned around when Audrey screamed. I knew he was lying. As much as I
didn’t want to hear the truth, I begged him to tell me. He walked over to the
cooler and came back with two beers. We sat there and drank them before he said
another word.
It was my
first beer and I remember wondering why people drank it, it tasted like cold
piss to me. But I drank it just the same. Finally, he spoke. He told me Marie
was in the lake with Joey. She was a really strong swimmer and he wasn’t. She
had swam way out but Joey didn’t follow. He started heading back to shore when
Marie screamed. Larry paused, and I could see him struggling with what he was
about to say.
Marie had
begun to swim back to shore when something came up from under water and grabbed
her. She screamed and struggled but it took her under and that was it; she or
the creature never surfaced again. Larry said it was hard to see because of the
sun. Remember, I said it was reflecting off the water? But he said the cloud
passed just at that moment and he saw something that looked like a man, but it
had skin like a lizard or a snake and it was a greenish-brown color. He didn’t
get much of a look at it but--and he said this next part like he was ashamed--he said it did look like that creature in the movie.
A cold fear
spread through me. I didn’t want to hear that kind of talk, didn’t want to
think about such things. The sounds of people having fun drifted across the
lake. I wanted to be over there, doing normal kid things. Not listening to my
brother talk about some monster that took Marie. A horrible thought leaped into
my head. All those other missing children. I stared at the water, intently
watching for the telltale swirls of something moving just under the surface.
The beer and heat were making me nauseous.
Larry stood
up and said he was going to keep looking for Marie. I begged him not to go, not
to leave me alone. He assured me he would be fine and that the police would be
there soon. He waded into the water. Feelings of fear and pride battled for
supremacy inside me. I had always looked up to Larry and here he was, going
into the lake where he believed a monster dwelled. It was resignation that won
the battle of emotions. I somehow knew he would never come out of that water.
I watched
him dive under the water, then come back up. Over and over. Each time I was
sure he wouldn’t come up. Without thinking about it, I walked over to the
cooler and got another beer. I sat there watching my brother tirelessly keep searching for Marie. After a while, guilt and shame began to silence my fear. I
should be out there helping. I put down the beer can and with a deep sigh began
walking toward the lake. I was about to yell out to Larry that I was coming to
help when the water behind him erupted in a chaotic splash. I saw Larry start
to turn as something large and black enveloped him. Then they were gone.
I blinked as
if I could erase what I’d just seen. And what did I see? It happened so fast
that my brain was unable to comprehend it in real time. I sat down on the beach
and waited.
***
They found
me at dusk. Some guys fishing off their canoe saw me sitting there. I was sunburned
to the point of blistering, and dehydrated. One stayed with me while the other
went and got the cops. They questioned me for hours. Turns out they never got a
call from Joey or Audrey. I told them they went to the Billings farm to make
the call. They believed this part and went to check it out. The rest, well,
let’s just say I ended up talking to a lot of doctors and had a few months
vacation in a special kind of hospital.
The cops
called Joey and Audrey’s parents and found out they never made it home. They
searched Billings farm--in those days there wasn’t such a fuss about search
warrants and citizens’ rights--and found a nightmare. Dan Billings was
slaughtering a lot more than pigs and his son John was his helper. Papers said
it like some kind of medieval torture chamber. I don’t know how many of the
missing kids they found in the Billings’ basement but I know Joey, Audrey and
Marie were among them. Larry wasn’t. Of all the weird shit they found, the
weirdest was a modified beaver-tail wet suit. It was painted green and brown
instead of the traditional black and there was a helmet painted to look like
that creature from the movie. There was a cave on their property that somehow
led to an underground extension of the lake. Since they didn’t find Larry’s
body, they figured he just got tangled up in the weeds or swam out too far
looking for Marie. Mystery solved.
The part the
police never believed me about was what I saw that day. Like I said, it
happened fast. But I sat there all day on that little strip of sand going over
it in my head. As near as I can describe, what I saw take Larry looked like a
tentacle. It wasn’t the green and brown color of the suit they found at
Billings--they even brought that in to the hospital to “help me remember”--this
was shiny, black, and much thicker than anyone’s arm in that suit. And they never
found Larry.
Dan Billings
went away for life. I heard someone gutted him in prison. Justice, karma,
whatever you want to call it. John went to the loony bin. I visited him there
one time. Losing a brother, especially the way I lost mine, it haunts a man.
Preys on him is probably a better way of putting it. I made up a story about
being a cousin from out of state. No computers back then to check identity--this would have been some time in the seventies. He was mad as a hatter. Nurse
told me he stared out the window all day mumbling.
I walked in
and that’s exactly what he was doing. I said his name and he turned to me. The
expression on his face is something I’ll never forget. His eyes were empty, an
abyss. I felt like I could look into them and see straight to the depths of
Hell. Then he smiled and those eyes changed to a different kind of crazy. He
said, ‘Hi Frankie,’ and I just about pissed myself. It had been ten years - ten hard
years for me--no way he could have recognized me. I’d given them a fake name
at the nurse’s station so they couldn’t have told him either.
He said he’d
been waiting for me. That he wanted to tell me about Larry. His voice started
out quiet but by the time he was done, he was practically screaming. The nurses
ended up coming in and giving him a shot to calm him down. He told me that
after his father took Marie, the old man went back out to get me. While his dad
was gone, Joey and Audrey arrived. John let them in to use the phone. He
laughed like a lunatic for about five minutes at this part: they didn’t even
have a phone. He killed them both with a hammer.
When his
father got back he said he was done doing the creature thing. They cleaned up
the mess that John had made and Dan told him he’d seen something take Larry. It
was just a dark shape but it scared Billings pretty bad. John said he’s been
waiting all this time to tell me. He was crazy as a shithouse rat, but I
believed him.
Kids still
go missing every now and again from Skookum Lake. I bought a house out there on
the lake and I watch. I won’t go in the water or on a boat, but I watch. I know
something’s in there.
About the author:
Tom
Deady is a horror author living in Holliston, Massachusetts. He holds a
master's degree in English and Creative Writing and is a member of the Horror
Writers Association. His first novel, Haven, is due out from
Cemetery Dance this summer.
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